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Jul. 7th, 2006 @ 11:25 pm Missing You
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Oh, baby.

So since my last lame ass entry, I took you to the airport, didn't get lost driving home, and have had a seriously crazy week.  You're in Miami right now and I miss you like CRAZY.  Each day has been hard, but tonight is just super difficult for some reason.  I honestly can't wait until you come home.  I had a dream last night that you came home and we went to a party together...it was weird...your friends and my friends were allllll there, and you know they don't even know each other...strange.  Anyway, I have bible study in the morning, so I'll just call you and leave a voicemail and then get to bed.

I love you, nerd face.
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Jul. 3rd, 2006 @ 10:13 am Blah
Current Mood: sadsad

We haven't really talked in 4 days.  You texted me twice yesterday and seemed mad at me...for what, I don't know...but yeah.  It hurts when you do this.  If you need space, just TELL me you need a few days of space.  It's so much easier on me.  Way less painful.  We're best friends...we're supposed to be able to tell each other everything.  That's how it works.

Well, you're leaving on your trip tomorrow, and I doubt I'll talk to you until you get back at the very least.  Have fun and be safe.

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Jul. 2nd, 2006 @ 11:33 pm NEW
Current Mood: ditzyditzy
Check the picture.  So cute!  I love it. 

How was your weekend?
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Jun. 29th, 2006 @ 01:34 pm Member?
Current Mood: crazycrazy

I was just sitting here, talking to my friends, and they were saying they wanted In N Out...that reminded me of something!  Remember when I saw you there, you were sitting in one corner and i was sitting in the other, and we basically just ignored saying hi to each other?

LOL.  I love our memories.

<3

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Jun. 19th, 2006 @ 11:03 am Class!
Current Mood: boredbored
Class starts tonight, bitch! See you in a few hours :)
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Jun. 13th, 2006 @ 09:23 pm Ooops!
Current Mood: hothot
AHH! I haven't written in almost ten days! Not good! Not that you read this, but I'm supposed to keep up on it anyway.  

So, tomorrow is Mija's graduation.  Over two years ago, I remember the night before your graduation.  I remember being nervous about meeting some of your friends and meeting your family.  I remember wondering what I'd wear and wondering if I'd look good enough.  Once I was there, though, none of it mattered!  It was easily the best day of my life.  That day and my graduation day.  Wow.  Thanks for sharing them with me!

We start class on Monday, eek.  Are you ready?  I love summer class with you :)  Let's not get separated this time, k?

I better go take a shower and get to bed early.  I promised Mija I'd be over early to straighten her hair.  I'm picking up Starbucks on the way and then I'll probably go promote Sarah's show and get sponsors.  You have to come to it!  July 4th.  You told me months ago you would, so you better!

<3 xoxo.
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Jun. 4th, 2006 @ 10:50 am Wedding
Current Mood: contentcontent
The wedding yesterday was awesome.  It was so unbelievably hot, sitting outside waiting for it to start and then being outside for the ceremony and reception.  We were literally all sweating.  When we showed up, some people were wearing jeans, and Bex and I were so surprised.  Then we had a lil reunion with some people from high school, and it was awesome.  Leah looked beautiful and Jaime, surprisingly, looked clean for once, lol.  The ceremony was super short, but the reception went from like 4 until forever.  I didn't leave until almost 9.  We ate, we talked, we took pictures, we sweated lol.  I danced my butt off for hours.  It was so, so much fun.  You should've come.

Do you still read this??
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May. 30th, 2006 @ 12:01 am Thoughts
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
I want to go back.  I want to study hard.  And I want to get baptized this year.  I want to go up on stage and give talks.  I want to go out in service every day I don't have to be at work or school.  I want to get married in a couple years.  I want to grow to be an elder's wife.  I want to sit there, after meetings, talking to the other elders' wives.  I want to have kids in the Truth.  I want to sit next to my husband in the Kingdom Hall, sharing a song book and taking notes for him while he looks up scriptures for me.  I want to go to gatherings and picnics.  I want to have a home in which my husband and I can host the book study as well as little get togethers. 

I want this.  Do you?  Let's do it together.  Let's find Jehovah again.  Let's let him back in.  Let's admit our faults, and move on from there.  Do it with me.  Jehovah will welcome us back and will bless us with happiness.  I know it.  We're lucky to have a loving, kind God.  

The Convention.  June 9-11, 2006.  Deliverance at Hand, right?  Let's make our comeback.  Friday morning I'll bring Big Breakfasts to your house and we'll eat them early before everyone else starts freaking out about getting ready and then I'll follow your family (in Archie's van, of course) down there.  It'll be a new beginning.  A new beginning, a fresh start, a clean slate. 

What do you say?  We can do this together.  We can be amazing people.  Jehovah's people.
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May. 29th, 2006 @ 12:02 am Good Stuff
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
This weekend was so awesome.  The only way it could've been better was if I had talked to you.  Thank goodness for this journal and being able to write!

It's past midnight and I should get to bed.  I'm having a bonfire Friday night and you should come.  Please?  I'd love it if you were there.  It's not going to be a big thing, just a few people.  Lemme know.  I'll ask you when you get home, too.

Good night.  I miss you.  I love you.

xoxo.
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May. 28th, 2006 @ 01:02 am Awesome Day!
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Today was so much fun!  I slept in until ten (completely missing tennis!) and called Sarah.  We decided we'd go shopping (when do we NOT say we'll do that?) so we got ready and left at noon.  I wanted to go to the Irvine Spectrum to find a dress to wear to Leah's wedding so we went up there.  We seriously walked around there until 6, and we spent 500 dollars together.  It was crazy!  I wore tall shoes and my feet were getting tired but I felt cute so it was okay, lol.  I saw your friends Chelsea and Denise in Urban Outfitters...or, at least, I thought it was them...there was a free concert by the Plain White T's there along with a signing.  It was kind of cool...shopping and a free concert, lol.  We also ate lunch at Red Robin (yes, I drank some strawberry lemonade for you and sucked the strawberries onto the straw to eat them!) and had frozen yogurt.  We got back to Oceanside and went to Tilly's and got some more stuff before going home to Sarah's to wait for Debbie for dinner.  We got dressed up and felt confident and got Debbie.  We went to dinner at Mama's & Papa's, which is delicious!!  It was good seeing Debbie again.  She's a crazy girl.  It's hard, though, because she loves to just sit around and talk bad about people, and Sarah and I don't do much of that.  ANYWAY.  Sarah and I came back to my house to wait for Jeremy to pick us up for the beach.  Crazy people go tot he beach on Saturday nights!  We got there at like 1030, and we saw lesbians making out, gay guys riding the swing straddling each other, and a guy peeing right there on the sand.  Also, homeless people got in a fight, and one guy ran up to us to tell us he wasnt scared of anything and anybody and we should be scared!  It was nuts.  Jeremy left us along for a little bit while he ran to the car and of course the marines were swarming but we hid out in the bathroom, lol.  We left there at midnight and now I'm home, in my pajamas, writing to you.

How's your trip going?  I know you won't see this until you get home, but yeah.  I hope everything is going okay and you're having fun.  Not too much fun, of course, but fun none the less!

I'll quit boring you with the details of my weekend.  I have to be up in like 6 hours, so I better get to bed.  I miss you a lot.  It's hard not going to sleep to your voice at night and not waking up to it in the morning.  I miss your body next to me as I sleep, all huddled up against you.  I miss your kisses.  I miss your laugh.  It's going to be a long, long weekend, waiting for you to get home.  Until then, I love you, little nerd.  Really, I do. 

xoxo
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